The Way Of A Fantasy
Saturday, March 22, 2008
YOZ PEOPLE, after a long long long long (you get my point) time, never blog liaos, abit rusty. Actually, its because I was a little tired and stressed out and stuff about school stuff then decided to sleep early and focus more on school work these days. BUT Im fine now.
Lets start with Thursday. Screwed my oral up big time. The moment I dao-ed mm twice by first looking at Raymond, then looking at finger/ ceiling, I knew she hated me from then on. But I DIDNT hate her, so I up there and said my oral and stuff. Realised her face blacker then dog, as if her boyfriend(if she has one) just ditched her, then she like trying her very best to mark me down. When I say one word wrong, WOAH, you should have seen the speed of her pen, like writing essay lidat. THATS when I started to hate her. Then wehn I left her, I whispered a 'thankyou' to her, her ears on her backside never hear, want me to say 'thankyou' to her again. DREAM ON. I just ignored her and told her I said it already.
And eh, maths test the past week didnt do well at ALL either. Phus said my indices spammed crosses, as expected. Matrices at the test ahd sudden brain block and was thinking of what to do for lunch(I dunno why also), so forgot how to multiply, thus I screwed BOTH my matrices AND indices. People, question here. Whats the topic of the test? YESH, you are right! ITS MATRICES AND INDICES. Therefore, I had screwed up big time in that test.
These two tests are liek the wake up call that I better start bucking up, cuz my Maths has been faily unstable, like Sang Nila Utama's boat lidat, very shaky and thus I got to sacrifice something, and that unfortunately gotta be computer time.
Yesterday, had Good Friday. First time I went to Good Friday on a CHINESE mass due to Mum's error. Its like BORING BORING BORING. Wake me up so early to attend something I do not understand at all. For the first time, my family created history sia, went there 10 mins before mass, and since it GOOD FRIDAY, I expected mass crowds there already. Turned out that everyone, too, HATED chinese mass since you could neither understand nor figure out what the priest is trying to say. He is teaches english mass and poor him does have han yu pin yin, I bet he was cursing.
Before I end it, special thanks to two person.
Firstly, Jesus, for dying on the cross and forgiving all our sins. Even with the chinese subtitle, I somehow will never imagine the amount of pain you felt when you were crucified on the cross for us, sinners. On the 3 times he fell under the weight of the cross, he never complained and only accepted his fate, placing his faith fully in the hands of God. Upon dying on the cross, he wished that he could use his body and blood to clear the sin of us sinners. Words can't express my gratitude in allowing us to start afresh as sin-free people.
Second person, I wish to thank is Yinghui. As much as we so often dont agree about the sexuality of the men you love, namely Malfoy and L. Yesterday, when I talked on the phone for a stunningly long time, somehow relieves some of the stress and pressure one me. Thanks Thanks. And, yea had a great time talking. I can crap alot lahhs, but gossiping also can. 'Gossiping makes life more interesting mahs', anyways, thanks. Paiseh, for not being able to make it to your easter celebration though.
Okay nitez people, have a great week ahead, I shall update as soon as possible.
Your Name, Your Fantasy
